Housekeeping my threshold.
July brought about numerous opportunities for me to have a lot of traffic across my personal thresholds. I am staying home today from some long awaited events, taking care me with much need rest. Sort of a cleansing and reannointing my threshold. Loving and healing myself so I am able to continue this path I have been so blessed to walk.
With the crossing of a beloved friend, the amazing and wonder~full birth of my first grandchild, and the gift of midwifing the crossing of our family patriarch and beloved elder.....I must say how awesome it is to have such an incredible community, chosen family to surround and care for me.
Concern for my sister Joanna, my personal grief, and guarding the hearts of my children who have lost a grandfather and are feeling grief's deep, searing jabs, and yet they are processing and healing too.
My energy is low, and I need a recharge. It's not often this sister pulls out of being right in the middle of something, but the energy I put out last month is needs to return to me, so here I am, waiting to refill this vessel I so need to care for.
Today, I am smelling the stargazer lilies that fill my house (left from Dean's memorial and our Lammas Celebration) I am feeling the sun on my skin and I am closing my eyes when they signal they are heavy, and I need more sleep. I am drinking in tea and carrot juice and doing tinctures to revive my adrenals that have been streched.....I am caretaking this caregiver.
I await the refill of spirit and energy. Until then, I'll dream and heal. Dream and Heal. Sounds good doesn't it?
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